I just found out today that our company will not be having a Christmas Party at all and it sounds so final it gave me goosebumps. But I am upset. Not that I am very, very excited about the company Christmas Party, I didn't even think about it until they (my office mates) told me (whoever brought up that topic?!)... it's just that if we'd have a Christmas Party it would give me all the reason in the world to dress up, get drunk - oops! no alcohol is ever allowed during company parties according to the Employee Handbook, so scratch that - see most if not all of the employees from other departments and check out the hotties (heheh...), skip work cuz of the party or get an overtime approval cuz of the party. *sighs* Oh well, oh well, oh well... what a stressful day and I couldn't wait to get home! Just when I was almost very determined to pursue with my overtime callings I got all the more lazy instantly, no wonder why my stomach is bloating so perfectly. Hmp.
I think I've stressed myself too much today. *stretch-stretch* Ok. Let me just write down some more lists to keep me preoccupied and to keep myself from thinking of negative thoughts.
A List of Things That Makes Me Happy (or that gives me Happy Thoughts now and then).
1. Christmas - the lanterns, the busy streets, the seemingly never-ending mall-wide sales, Simbang Gabi, and giving presents to our brothers and sisters in the mountains.
2. Simbang Gabi and singing on the first day no matter how crowded the choir loft gets!
3. Balloons in loud and bright colors tied with white strings.
4. Chupa Chups.
5. Hugs and Kisses as in the real one that mostly take my breath away.
6. The scent of book stores or a new book.
7. The scent of old books minus the termites.
8. A school day that gets cancelled cuz the professor got too lazy to do class!
9. Feel-good music that I could get hook on for a couple of days or weeks!
10. Taking Back Sunday.
11. Looking at old photographs alone.
12. Receiving letters - hahah! cuz I'm too lazy to write or to go to the post office to send one.
13. A night out with my girlfriends.
14. Fast driving and beating up the red lights. Evil not?
15. Days with low calls or no calls at all.
16. Free clothes and shoes.
17. Shopping for presents.
18. Wrapping gifts. I REALLY LOVE WRAPPING GIFTS!
19. Watching cartoons.
20. Drinking fresh buko juice straight from the buko shell at the beach.
21. The beach.
22. A black-two piece/swimwear.
23. Marcus Timothy a.k.a The Boyfriend.
24. Seeing photos of beautiful hotels.
25. The thought of Amsterdam.
26. Learning something new.
27. Cattleya notebooks.
28. Blowing bubbles. Even looking at kids blowing bubbles could make me smile already!
29. Riding on a hot air balloon.
30. Going to theme parks like Disneyworld or Enchanted Kingdom.
31. Stolen kisses.
32. Surprise birthday bashes.
33. Staying in a new place and finding out that the bathroom and comfort room are heavenly tidied!
34. Fast black cars. or it could be cars in general. I just looovvvee cars.
35. Bumblebee. Yes, as in that character in Transformers.
36. Sleepovers and slumber parties.
37. Making love with the person whom I really love and who is willing to spend forever with me and me alone or with our kids.
38. Finding a new place to hang out - be it the beach or a bar somewhere in the city.
39. Starbucks. I just remembered that I had this aim to take pictures of myself with a glass of Starbs in every Starb branch that I go to. And oh! I particularly love their chocolate donut!
40. Hearing a beautiful song the moment I wake up.
41. Getting compliments. Whoever got sad when they were told that they are beautiful?
42. Cuddling.
43. Seeing very cute babies or talented toddlers (you would think twice they're four cuz they can dance like a pro!).
44. Taking a beautiful photo without noticing it until I've finally uploaded it in the computer or have it developed.
45. Singing.
46. Reading my journals from the past and feeling light knowing how much I've changed in the past years.
47. Listening to random music.
48. Making new friends and knowing that you share the same interests.
49. Cornedbeef.
50. Christmas trees and lanterns.
51. A lazy day at home during holidays watching reruns of soaps and some movies.
52. Penn Badgley. He's probably the only guy that would make me leave The Boyfriend. hehe...
53. The feeling of relief and lightness after crying over a sappy movie.
54. Finding a perfect fit little black dress.
55. BOOTS!
56. Katy Perry. Don't ask me how I got sooo hooked with this lady.
57. Candid photographs.
58. Making lists of anything at all.
59. Going on a vacation.
60. The sound of bubblewraps!
61. Riding on a swing or a see-saw.
62. Monkey bars.
63. Going on an adventure trip. As in driving out without really knowing where I'm actually heading.
64. Laughing very hard, the kind of laugh that makes you cry and gives you stomach cramps.
65. Swimming.
66. Eating mangosteens and green mangoes.
67. Going home early in the morning safe and sound and without a deadly hangover.
68. Walks on the beach during sunset, hand in hand.
69. Waking up and seeing The Boyfriend, arms wrapped tightly around me.
70. Sinigang and Sweet and Sour Pork.
71. Lychee-Orange shake and some Zagu, too.
72. Thrift shops and finding gorgeous bargains really!
73. Seamless underwear. Those kinds that feel like a second skin ;)
74. Bangles and beads.
75. Feeding fishes and feeling their teeth on my fingertips.
76. Coloring my nails eccentrically.
77. Writing and blogging.
78. First day high blues!
79. Reading funny answers of my grade school classmate on the question "WHAT IS LOVE?" on my autograph. Hahah!
80. Ferrero Rocher... is my favorite brand of chocolate.
81. Sunblocks and tan lines.
82. Bubblegum Pink Lipstick or Red Lipstick.
83. Inspiring, Funny, and Witty bloggers.
84. Making my siblings laugh.
85. Feeling like a foreigner for a day in my own hometown.
86. Watching Dexter and enjoying his character in the series.
87. Winning the lotto! hahaha! I haven't even played yet - ever.
88. Movie marathon or impromptu dates with my girlfriends.
89. A good paying and un-tiresome job. Because I want to be chill like that.
90. Listening to an orchestra... with the distinction of the violin.
91. Getting the window seat everytime I travel... be it the bus, the fast craft, the plane, or just the plain car.
92. Ice cream and I swear I'm such a sucker for this.
93. Friends getting married and having babies.
94. Love stories.
95. Losing weight without dieting.
96. Long intellectual conversations.
97. Comments and views on my blog entries. Although not many people who knows me knows that I do blog somewhere else.
98. KFC and McDonald's.
99. Getting a good night's rest/sleep. It doesn't even have to be the required 8 hours as long as it's a peaceful one, I'd be fine with that!
100. Falling in love all over again, every single day with The Boyfriend.
And there are still a lot of reasons to be happy! Whew! I couldn't believe I was able to list down my Top 100 happy thoughts despite the fact that I was almost close to tears already and almost gave up and went home. I guess... I really wanna be happy.
Finally, I'm heading home.
~tSin
I think I've stressed myself too much today. *stretch-stretch* Ok. Let me just write down some more lists to keep me preoccupied and to keep myself from thinking of negative thoughts.
A List of Things That Makes Me Happy (or that gives me Happy Thoughts now and then).
1. Christmas - the lanterns, the busy streets, the seemingly never-ending mall-wide sales, Simbang Gabi, and giving presents to our brothers and sisters in the mountains.
2. Simbang Gabi and singing on the first day no matter how crowded the choir loft gets!
3. Balloons in loud and bright colors tied with white strings.
4. Chupa Chups.
5. Hugs and Kisses as in the real one that mostly take my breath away.
6. The scent of book stores or a new book.
7. The scent of old books minus the termites.
8. A school day that gets cancelled cuz the professor got too lazy to do class!
9. Feel-good music that I could get hook on for a couple of days or weeks!
10. Taking Back Sunday.
11. Looking at old photographs alone.
12. Receiving letters - hahah! cuz I'm too lazy to write or to go to the post office to send one.
13. A night out with my girlfriends.
14. Fast driving and beating up the red lights. Evil not?
15. Days with low calls or no calls at all.
16. Free clothes and shoes.
17. Shopping for presents.
18. Wrapping gifts. I REALLY LOVE WRAPPING GIFTS!
19. Watching cartoons.
20. Drinking fresh buko juice straight from the buko shell at the beach.
21. The beach.
22. A black-two piece/swimwear.
23. Marcus Timothy a.k.a The Boyfriend.
24. Seeing photos of beautiful hotels.
25. The thought of Amsterdam.
26. Learning something new.
27. Cattleya notebooks.
28. Blowing bubbles. Even looking at kids blowing bubbles could make me smile already!
29. Riding on a hot air balloon.
30. Going to theme parks like Disneyworld or Enchanted Kingdom.
31. Stolen kisses.
32. Surprise birthday bashes.
33. Staying in a new place and finding out that the bathroom and comfort room are heavenly tidied!
34. Fast black cars. or it could be cars in general. I just looovvvee cars.
35. Bumblebee. Yes, as in that character in Transformers.
36. Sleepovers and slumber parties.
37. Making love with the person whom I really love and who is willing to spend forever with me and me alone or with our kids.
38. Finding a new place to hang out - be it the beach or a bar somewhere in the city.
39. Starbucks. I just remembered that I had this aim to take pictures of myself with a glass of Starbs in every Starb branch that I go to. And oh! I particularly love their chocolate donut!
40. Hearing a beautiful song the moment I wake up.
41. Getting compliments. Whoever got sad when they were told that they are beautiful?
42. Cuddling.
43. Seeing very cute babies or talented toddlers (you would think twice they're four cuz they can dance like a pro!).
44. Taking a beautiful photo without noticing it until I've finally uploaded it in the computer or have it developed.
45. Singing.
46. Reading my journals from the past and feeling light knowing how much I've changed in the past years.
47. Listening to random music.
48. Making new friends and knowing that you share the same interests.
49. Cornedbeef.
50. Christmas trees and lanterns.
51. A lazy day at home during holidays watching reruns of soaps and some movies.
52. Penn Badgley. He's probably the only guy that would make me leave The Boyfriend. hehe...
53. The feeling of relief and lightness after crying over a sappy movie.
54. Finding a perfect fit little black dress.
55. BOOTS!
56. Katy Perry. Don't ask me how I got sooo hooked with this lady.
57. Candid photographs.
58. Making lists of anything at all.
59. Going on a vacation.
60. The sound of bubblewraps!
61. Riding on a swing or a see-saw.
62. Monkey bars.
63. Going on an adventure trip. As in driving out without really knowing where I'm actually heading.
64. Laughing very hard, the kind of laugh that makes you cry and gives you stomach cramps.
65. Swimming.
66. Eating mangosteens and green mangoes.
67. Going home early in the morning safe and sound and without a deadly hangover.
68. Walks on the beach during sunset, hand in hand.
69. Waking up and seeing The Boyfriend, arms wrapped tightly around me.
70. Sinigang and Sweet and Sour Pork.
71. Lychee-Orange shake and some Zagu, too.
72. Thrift shops and finding gorgeous bargains really!
73. Seamless underwear. Those kinds that feel like a second skin ;)
74. Bangles and beads.
75. Feeding fishes and feeling their teeth on my fingertips.
76. Coloring my nails eccentrically.
77. Writing and blogging.
78. First day high blues!
79. Reading funny answers of my grade school classmate on the question "WHAT IS LOVE?" on my autograph. Hahah!
80. Ferrero Rocher... is my favorite brand of chocolate.
81. Sunblocks and tan lines.
82. Bubblegum Pink Lipstick or Red Lipstick.
83. Inspiring, Funny, and Witty bloggers.
84. Making my siblings laugh.
85. Feeling like a foreigner for a day in my own hometown.
86. Watching Dexter and enjoying his character in the series.
87. Winning the lotto! hahaha! I haven't even played yet - ever.
88. Movie marathon or impromptu dates with my girlfriends.
89. A good paying and un-tiresome job. Because I want to be chill like that.
90. Listening to an orchestra... with the distinction of the violin.
91. Getting the window seat everytime I travel... be it the bus, the fast craft, the plane, or just the plain car.
92. Ice cream and I swear I'm such a sucker for this.
93. Friends getting married and having babies.
94. Love stories.
95. Losing weight without dieting.
96. Long intellectual conversations.
97. Comments and views on my blog entries. Although not many people who knows me knows that I do blog somewhere else.
98. KFC and McDonald's.
99. Getting a good night's rest/sleep. It doesn't even have to be the required 8 hours as long as it's a peaceful one, I'd be fine with that!
100. Falling in love all over again, every single day with The Boyfriend.
And there are still a lot of reasons to be happy! Whew! I couldn't believe I was able to list down my Top 100 happy thoughts despite the fact that I was almost close to tears already and almost gave up and went home. I guess... I really wanna be happy.
Finally, I'm heading home.
~tSin
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